I’ll Deny It!
Posted in Athletes, Racing, Road to the Worlds, All Women by Juli FioccaI’ve decided to write what I will deny writing and stay oblivious to until October 13 at sometime in the evening (see item 1 below).
The First Trip To Kona. Thoughts, suggestions, preparation:
1. Don’t talk about it.
Why? Isn’t it true that if you tell someone you are going to do something that you are more likely to do it? Yes. But, that is in the realm of behavior modification. OCD’s (obsessive compulsive disorder) like me (and perhaps many of you) don’t need that. What I learned is to not give my energy away to all the casual conversations about “what is your next race?” and “are you going to Kona?” and the must-be-avoided “what will your splits be in Kona” (if I nail that, I’m hitting Vegas, baby). Possible responses: I might do another race, I did some bike racing recently; maybe I’ll go to Kona; maybe I’ll go and watch. All the people asking are trying to be kind and thoughtful, I just have to be conscious of my energy.
2. Letting go of what I don’t control.
Like what? Ankle sprain, adrenal fatigue, bike crash, Autumn (my daughter), Michael (my spouse), basically everything around me except me.
3. Flow instead of Force.
I have to say that this has been the most significant lesson over the past 2 months. I took a break in July then began training for IM again in mid- to late-July. Initially, I tried to force my swim stroke to come back, push the pedals harder, make myself run faster. Taking a step back, I re-engaged with the joy that is in my heart when I train. I let go of the expectations and focused on that moment on the process. For me, that is “long and strong” in the water, “from the hips” on the bike, and “straight forward and back, get those knees up” on the run.
Enjoy your journey!






